New Beginnings

Hi my imaginary friends, I am officially a Uni student! (YAY for massive debts!!) Well it's been a week here, I moved out of my house and into halls on my lovely university campus. It's been great and I've loved the independance of it all, you know, having to cook for myself (even though I haven't yet cos my mum keeps sending me too much food) and you know live without my parents. Although I do feel a bit lonely at times, especially because I'm so awkward and shy with people, I definitely don't regret moving out. My room is pretty nice and all 11 (yes ELEVEN) of my flatmates are all really lovely and nice, even if we're all very different. Last week was induction week, but from tomorrow lectures and classes start properly. I'm slightly nervous about how hard it's going to be, but since it's the beginning of the year I'm still really determined.

So I want to talk about my blog. For the past I don't know how many years I've been writing on here from time to time. A lot of my posts are boring updates on what's going on in my life, but a lot of them are really personal diary like entries that I write to vent out my emotions. I've noticed that the majority of those seem to be very negative and especially in the last year or so I've only actually been posting when I've been sad or upset or angry. As a result I've kept it private and never really shared it with anyone. I really want to change that.

I've decided to make my blog a more positive environment. I want to talk about the good things in my life, and appreciate those little things that make life beautiful, because it really is. I don't want to be ashamed of it, or for it to be something I hide from people. I've deleted some of my older posts that may be a little too personal (although I've left a lot of the embarrassing stuff from years ago on it). I'm going to start letting people in, even if I do know them. I don't know what exactly I'll start blogging about, but I'll just see. Just go with the flow. So if you find yourself here, feel free to share my blog with anyone if you like, or not I don't really mind.

And here with another one of my awkward endings, I bid you guys goodbyee xx