Prom ♥

Well Prom went past a couple of days ago, and it was amazing ♥ Didn't dance, didn't have a date, haven't looked worse in my life, but it was still a great night that I will never forget. Such a shame that my cousin ruined my hair and makeup though, because the only thing I've been dreaming of about this day for so long is getting to look my best, but she ruined that. Oh well what's done is done, and there's always year 13 prom! I spent most of the night taking pictures with my friends, and catching up since we hadn't seen each other in a while. I did have quite a few of my awkward moments but whatever, I guess that's just what make me, me loool. The biggest thing about the night for me though, was a little more complicated than all that. I'm still not sure, but I'm assuming I imagined it, but I kept feeling as though he and his friend were trying to come close to me and approach me or something...
I know, it would never happen, but when I was telling my best friend about this, she said she noticed them sneakily coming near us too, as if they were coming to talk to us. But why would they ever do that? Then again, 2 people can't imagine the same thing.. If he was going to approach me, which I doubt he was, I just wish he did, but then again I didn't really give him a chance since I was glued to my friends the whole night, just as I always am. This has all just made me more desperate about making something happen. I feel like going as far as letting him know I like him, but that will never happen. What I do know though, my number one aim of my sixth form life is to start talking to him.
Well that's it for tonight imaginary friends, sorry about boring you with yet ANOTHER boy drama related blog, but it's not as if my usual crap is entertaining either, so I guess you guys should appreciate :P Lool byee xx

P.S- My only decent picture from the night xx

I think about you, you you, you you

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR WOOHOOOO!!!!! Prom is in a few days, going thorpe park next week and then on the challenge! My summer is set to be a good one and of course I have a lot to think about e.g. results day, sixth form, challenge, but there has been only one thing on my mind lately and that is him. I probably only cross his mind once in a blue moon, if that, but what he will never know is that he doesn't ever leave mine. Even if it's just the back of my mind, I'm constantly thinking about him and I can't help it. I just want him to love me like I love him, and need me and be there for me. I just want him to know how I feel, but him knowing may put him off for the future. I read some very wise words the other day, "Grab it quick, or else tomorrow it may be gone forever". Ok, it was on the wall of H&M just trying to make us buy their clothes, but I can really apply that to my life. Unless he knows how I feel, I may never have a chance with him. I'm so scared that one day I'll wake up, and he will be gone, in another university to me, and I will never see him ever again and it will be too late because I never took that opportunity and went for it. I don't want that to happen, but I'm too scared to take the jump, and risk falling..