Reading over it now, I guess I'm not as lost as I was in my last post, but I still haven't found myself. At least part of the weight on my shoulders has been lifted from me recently. I've received offers from 4/5 of my universities, and haven't been rejected for the 5th one yet, so I have a good chance of receiving one from them too! I am so happy because my 2 favourite ones have both given me conditional offers, meaning I have a good chance of getting into either. But the problem is, and there's always a problem, there is no way I'm going to get the grades this year, especially at this rate. OMG last year, geography was the love of my life, my favourite subject, the only thing (except glee club and lunch/break) that I could bear in school. Now it's the worst. First of all I really hate the topics, but on top of that, I have a physical teacher teaching me human, and a human teacher teaching physical, like how the hell is that supposed to work out?!!? I am going to fail really badly because right now I don't know anything to do with human geography. It's a shame because at the beginning of term it looked like geography was my only hope at getting an A (which I kinda need 2 of though..). I feel like I have a good chance at getting an A in Biology, if my bloody geo teachers would back off for a second! I am SWAMPED with geography homework every single lesson. It's the only thing I seem to be spending time on. I really need to turn my self around in Chemistry too after the disaster that was my As grade, but how am I supposed to even BEGIN to revise if all I'm ever doing is trying to get geography done?? Errghh