It's been so long, but hello again.
Today was the big day, it was A level results day. I was expecting to be spending all morning refreshing track, but at 7am this morning I received a congratulatory text from Hertfordshire to tell me I had been accepted. My heart sank slightly at that, because it was my insurance choice, and from that text I was 90% sure I had been rejected from Kings, my firm choice. A few minutes later track opened and my guess was correct. Well that was that. I kind of expected it really so I don't know why it hurt. No matter how much I loved Kings though, there's no denying that I really did love Hertfordshire too. I had throughout the year thought to myself that I wouldn't mind going to Hertfordshire, because it would mean I would definitely get to move out, something you can tell from my previous posts I wanted really badly. I had fed my parents the idea of moving out just the first year for Kings but even then I didn't think it was going to happen.
So yeah I wasn't over the moon about where I got accepted at first. But after a while I remembered that Allah (god for those who aren't muslim) chose for me to go to Hertfordshire and he obviously knows best. I'm not a very religious person and I am by no means a perfect Muslim, but I do have faith, and I do believe. So maybe it was a blessing my results turned out the way they did, and he wanted me to get away from my hectic family. Maybe it's for the better.
So yeah my trip to school this morning was a quick one. I got BBC (biology, geography, chemistry). Atleast I improved my As bio grade from a B to an A and As chem from an E to a B, it was one thing I was slightly proud of. I (thank God) wasn't approached by any of my teachers so I didn't have to talk to them feeling ashamed of my disappointing results, and I didn't see any of my friends either, though it would have been nice to. I just walked in and out, like my usual awkward self.
I still don't feel like I've actually left school yet but once I start Uni i know I will. And no matter how much I hated that place, I know I will miss it, especially after spending the last 7 years of my life there. I met most of my bestfreinds there and have so many memories that I will cherish. My friends are all headed in different directions and I know most of us will slowly drift apart. It's sad but it's life. I will miss them all dearly though.
So anyway... with another one of my awkward endings, thank you to all 0 of you for reading my blog, and I bid you guys goodbye x
