I think about you, you you, you you

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR WOOHOOOO!!!!! Prom is in a few days, going thorpe park next week and then on the challenge! My summer is set to be a good one and of course I have a lot to think about e.g. results day, sixth form, challenge, but there has been only one thing on my mind lately and that is him. I probably only cross his mind once in a blue moon, if that, but what he will never know is that he doesn't ever leave mine. Even if it's just the back of my mind, I'm constantly thinking about him and I can't help it. I just want him to love me like I love him, and need me and be there for me. I just want him to know how I feel, but him knowing may put him off for the future. I read some very wise words the other day, "Grab it quick, or else tomorrow it may be gone forever". Ok, it was on the wall of H&M just trying to make us buy their clothes, but I can really apply that to my life. Unless he knows how I feel, I may never have a chance with him. I'm so scared that one day I'll wake up, and he will be gone, in another university to me, and I will never see him ever again and it will be too late because I never took that opportunity and went for it. I don't want that to happen, but I'm too scared to take the jump, and risk falling..